I can't stop crying
It's been four months since I miscarried, but I didnt deal with it till a month ago. My baby's father and I are not together anymore. We were only together four months when I got pregnant and I lost her the day before what was our 6 month anniversary. I fought for my ex to connect with my baby then I lost her. I wanted him to be in my corner and hold my hand through my grief. But he's not that kind of guy. He has alot of growing up to do. He tried to get my mind off it, distract me with other things. And more problems for me to overcome. It became too much and I said enough. Now I am dealing missing my baby and the end of a rocky relationship.
I am finding myself starting over again. And I didn't want to. I have been trying to think about other things and I am having such a hard time. Having someone who understands what I am going through would wonderful. I just want to find a job, and be happy again.