After my last miscarriage on easter, I find myself some days suffering from depression. It isn't all the time but it is more then I care for. I find myself crying and not wanting to even get up out of bed. I am easily frustrated and tend to take it out on my dh. It hurts and I never imagine that something so tiny would affect me so much. Yesterday I was a basket case. As soon as my dh got off work, I took off leaving him with the kids to just get some time alone. I was able to talk to him about it later and as always he was patient with me and just comforted me.
Has anyone else gone through these emotions when they had a early miscarriage? I keep hoping and praying my life for go back to how I knew it before it happened but it hasn't and I am suffering on the inside and feel like noone understands. I have talked to my mother who comforted me several times, but nothing anyone says makes me feel any better. I am deciding on whether I need to see a doctor about this. I don't want to rush to a doctor thinking maybe it is a little too soon and maybe my emotional state will settle down soon and I can get back to normal, but it is so frustrating to feel like this!
I am sorry if this is all over the place and if it doesn't make sense. I am just in a lot of pain right now and need to express it to someone other then my poor husband.
on Apr. 19, 2013 at 1:15 PM