Update/rainbow baby/ ttc mentioned
My rainbow baby will be 4 months old this week. She comes after two losses last year. I love her. It is super hard to see her grow and think of all I missed out on with our two babies we never got to hold. I am so grateful for her. I do get sad thinking about it. We have discussed ttc again in a few years but I am terrified. Has anyone had a rainbow then ttc again? I don't want ttc now but I'm not sure we are ready to close this chapter of our lives either. The thought of having another loss scares the crap out of me. We went through so much to have her.