Moving on after second miscarriage
This past week was the due date for my second baby, which I lost to miscarriage just like my first. I was 19 for my first miscarriage, and I am now 22. I didn't know how to handle my first one, but this one was even more difficult, feeling even more empty. But I cannot let myself to be depressed. There is too much good in the world.
SO to deal with our loss, we got a puppy! At first it felt like giving up, but then we talked about it and I realized I just couldn't put my body through it again right now. But I needed something to hold that was mine, to love me unconditionally. Even better is that my man and I can now call each other mommy and daddy, the titles we have always wanted.
One day we will have the big family we want, but for today, our 16 week old Puggle Harvey will have to do :)
Anyone else do this?