he took my pearl & left an empty shell of me
He took my Pearl & left an empty shell of me*
Thats the way to describe what im going thru. Less than 24hrs since my Angel went to heaven.
I went thru so much & although i know my baby is free & can finally breath with God my selfishness kicks in.
I want my baby...
I have not told any of my friends i dont feel any of them are worthy enough to know about my babys passing. I need help. I dont know what to do. My husband does not mourn like i do he has not said anything.
I did tell 2 of my coworkers there are 6 pregnant women in my office & when i return. Man i dont want to think about it
So here i am laying in bed missing my best friend the only one who cares about me the only one who heard my heart truly beat. I feel so alonee. Everymorning on my way to work we used to talk. I used to tell my baby to keep strong & how much i loved her.
I used to sing to her. I wanna go with her. I miss her so much