It's been two years and I still blame myself :(
I got pregnant at 19 and miscarried my baby on my 20th birthday. I can't stop blaming myself. I wasn't eating right and was drinking tons of caffeine. I even took sleeping pills. I was so damn stupid and I know it's my fault I lost my baby. I sometimes think I woulud have an almost 2 year old running around and she would be calling me mommy.