Things have been up and down. Some days I'm miserable. Dh best friend bascically his brother invite us to a ugly sweater party on the 28th. Dh showed me the invite list. They are all close friends. Each one of them have children and either are pregnant again or had their children a month or so after Nolan was born and left us. Dh is so excited but I'm dreading it. I don't no how I'm going to manage seeing everyone with their families and our one in only is not with us. Not sure what to do. I don't want to ruin everyone's night or make myself a mess either. If anyone has any advice. Or if they had to go through this what they did.