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Hate ttc! Why couldn't my baby just stay? WARNING IM RANTING

Posted by on Jun. 18, 2014 at 4:24 PM
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I hate hate hate actually ttc. I stayed temping and using opks this cycle. 3rd round of clomid . Both of my last rounds I got pregnant but lost both. One at 10 1/2 weeks. One was a chemical. I wanna know why I couldn't keep my baby! (I know I know I shouldn't think like this) but I keep having to start over. I get told so much how ok do strong to keep going and keep trying.... Well! I'm beginning to get overwhelmed with tracking my cycle this thoroughly! I'm praying and I mean I'm really praying I get my rainbow this cycle!!! I was feeling so hopeful about this month. Then I bought a box of opks that were useless! They were all considered invalid. Color smeared and ran everywhere. Then I bought dollar tree ones and they were all dark but not dark enough so I think I missed my surge. Even though I made sure to bd every few days like ordered by ob! And don't get me started about my bbt chart. Absolutely terrible! I don't sleep well, I'm a mouth breather and no one told me to temp vaginally to get a more accurate reading before I started temping.... Temping was new to me. I am so frustrated and losing hope that I'm closer to my rainbow! I know this prob belongs in the ttc board but you ladies are my biggest support. I don't get much support there.
by on Jun. 18, 2014 at 4:24 PM
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cali_angel_girl
by Amy on Jun. 18, 2014 at 4:29 PM
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((Hugs)) I hope you get your rainbow very soon hun.

Dannimarie418
by Danielle on Jun. 18, 2014 at 4:48 PM
Thanks idk how much I can hope. I feel like I'm just getting my hopes up! Idk how I'm gonna make it till Monday to test. I might start testing Saturday at 8dpo again...

Quoting cali_angel_girl:

((Hugs)) I hope you get your rainbow very soon hun.

akrogers13
by Bronze Member on Jun. 18, 2014 at 5:36 PM
=( big hugs!!
KarenM42
by Bronze Member on Jun. 18, 2014 at 6:42 PM
I really hope this is your month!
Dannimarie418
by Danielle on Jun. 18, 2014 at 7:21 PM
Same to you! Did you get my pm?

Quoting akrogers13: =( big hugs!!
Dannimarie418
by Danielle on Jun. 18, 2014 at 7:25 PM
Thanks! I really hope so too :/

Quoting KarenM42: I really hope this is your month!
mattiehatter
by Member on Jun. 18, 2014 at 8:26 PM
I completely understand! Hugs!
Dannimarie418
by Danielle on Jun. 18, 2014 at 8:33 PM
I wish if was easy for everyone that wanted it, :/

Quoting mattiehatter: I completely understand! Hugs!
akrogers13
by Bronze Member on Jun. 18, 2014 at 10:14 PM
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No I didn't.. it said I had a new message but when I opened it there wasn't anything new

Quoting Dannimarie418: Same to you! Did you get my pm?

Quoting akrogers13: =( big hugs!!
akrogers13
by Bronze Member on Jun. 18, 2014 at 10:17 PM
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I have a feeling a lot of things get lost when I'm on mobile.. I'm sorry!! Try sending it again!!

Quoting Dannimarie418: Same to you! Did you get my pm?

Quoting akrogers13: =( big hugs!!
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