PeeWee, I am sitting here thinking about what I want to say to you but all I can do is think about how very much I miss you! It has been one year ago today that you left me. I don't think you wanted to go. I begged you not to leave me. You looked at me like you understood what I was saying. But then I thought about it and told you if you needed to go, it was okay. I sure didn't want you to though!
I could see that you were not breathing good and I had a feeling you were going to leave me. I didn't want to accept that. I just couldn't bare the thought of waking up every morning and you not being there or going to bed at night and you not sleeping with me. You were my sleeping buddy!
I miss the way you use to chase Austin and the way you use to fight with Russ. We have so many good memories! Maw Maw's lap was your favorite place besides mine. If I said the words "Aunt Tonya" or "Maw Maw", you would always get excited because you knew who I was talking about. When you were younger, you use to ride on my shoulders when we went somewhere together.
When Pop was alive and you were younger, he got THE biggest kick out of watching you play ball. I would throw it and you would chase it. The problem was that you stopped so fast your rear couldn't stop and it went straight up in the air! Big Pop loved that! He would laugh so hard!
When we went to Maw Maw's, she would get a kick out of how you didn't want to share your dog
Big Pop use to call you the dog with the Alligator mouth and the Tadpole rear! He loved the way you thought you were as big as all of the other dogs! I use to call you "My little Rottweiler"! You were not afraid of a bigger dog!
Remember the time when we lived in Lucedale, MS and we were sitting on the front porch and a skunk came out from under the house? You thought it was a cat and went after it before I could stop you. I wanted to kill that skunk! I took you in and shampooed you and thank goodness the smell left! You always barked at the cows across the street. I always wondered what you thought they were.
PeeWee Precious, There is a hole inside of me as big as the Grand Canyon that will never never be filled til I see you again! You were the light of my life! You loved me no matter what! You were always happy to see me even if I was only gone for 5 minutes! You never caused me any trouble! I am very thankful to God for allowing me to have you for 14 years! You were one of the best blessings He has ever given me! I would not have traded you for all of the money in the world! No amount of money can come close to matching your worth!
PeeWee, guess what? I have started a group online for people like me that have lost their furbabies and are hurting so bad like I am! In honor of you, I am calling it PeeWee's Place! It is going great! I found out that there are so many hurting people out there!
If you see Prince, Wild Thing, Ana's Frosty or Sandi's Nash, Babigyrl or PeeWee the Parakeet, Chanda's Chiquita & Max, Jinjer's Zorro, My Petey, Duke, Sox and Bear, Pat's Rockie, Krystal's Princess & Rowdy, Heather's Yogi & Lucky, Lynn's Hobo, Colleen's Starla, Shaina's furbabies, Terrie's Brandi, Brookie, Chippy, Precious or any of the other one's, please tell them how very much we miss and love them and we will see them again one day soon!