Here is my story.
I had my miscarriage in 2005.
I thought I was pregnant in March of 05,I was several days late and just felt pregnant.but I didn't take the test.This sounds weird but I always have a dream about my babies before I actually take the pregnancy test or before I'm late,well I had a dream about this baby girl.So I pick out the name Hannah Grace.I started my period the same day,had heavy bleeding,and blood clots,I thought I actually miscarried then.Well in April I missed my period,I took the test this time,it was positive.Then,I called my dr,scheduled my first appt.The pregnancy test they did wasn't bright like it should be,but later turn bright.The nurse was talking to me about it,so I told her about what had happened the month before,she said I probably miscarried.Then the dr said no your pregnant,gives me vitamins,and schedules me back in one month.So the whole month I was worried something was wrong.I told my husband that I just didn't feel pregnant that month,like I did the month before.I then go back to the dr,he does a sonogram.He didn't see the baby,said maybe it is still to early.Come back in 2 weeks,that I really am pregnant.So for the next 2 weeks I'm worried,not wanting to get attached to this baby.I finally tell myself that the dr said I was pregnant,started looking at names,and everything.I go back to dr,he does another sonogram,he still doesn't see the baby.Then he tells me to go to the hospital in a few days for a sonogram and blood count ,(my numbers were normal.) or I can wait 1 month then he will do another sonogram.I choose to go to the hospital.The day of my sonogram the tech was so rude,he would not talk to me.It made me so mad,he is doing a vaginal sonogram and wouldn't talk to me.He finally told me he didn't see the baby either,after I asked him a bunch of times.I cried my eyes out,he was then really nice to me,after being so rude.My dr then wants to schedule a d&c in a few days.I wanted to just pass it on my own.He didn't want me too.I kept asking about the blood count(I can't remember what the name of the test was)he said it would go down everyday,that I wasn't pregnant.I had read so much stuff about this in just a few days,some stories where they went on to have a healthy baby,and the dr didn't see the baby for weeks.I was so scaried to have the d&c.The dr kept telling me I wasn't pregnant,so I scheduled the d&c.The day of my d&c we got to the hospital at 8:oo am,it was suppose to be quick,I didn't get the d&c until 4:00 pm,when they finally came in and said 30 more minutes,I starte dcrying and told my husband I wanted to go home this just does feel right.He told me I had to.I asked my dr about the possible miscarriage the month before he said that wasn't what happened,this was just that the baby didn't form.I don't understand that,my mom had a miscarriage and he did a sonogram and said the sac was still there,and then did a d&c,what was so different.I didn't know how to get through this no baby but a miscarriage still.How do you grieve for a sac of fluid???no one understands this,they think you should be fine,it wasn't a baby.THINK AGAIN!!!! My baby was due January 6,2006,I started my period that day,my brother got married that day.I conceive my son that month,he was born Oct 11,2006.I still went back to the same dr one time while pregnant with him,I was spotting,and he told me that this pregnancy was going to be the same as the last one.He also told me to take baby aspirin(doesn't that make you bleed more)I didn't take it I got a different dr,and he said my baby was perfect.I carried him full term.I am so glad I whiched drs.I still find myself thinking about the miscarriage now,I think she would be about 20 months now.