I'm so glad to have a place to have a voice. My LO is 3 months old on Saturday and i didn't think that i had a problem, but i cry a lot and get overwhelmed about everything and have anxiety about taking her out and her screaming and everyone looking at me thinking i'm a bad parent. It's just scary and I sometimes feel alone. I don't have many friends who have children, so they don't know what i'm going through. I have a great mmother who has taken my daughter for a few days this week so that i can get some time to myself. That's another thing, i feel guilty about wanting time to myself. DH is great, but works a ton and is barely home except the weekends and does about 30% of the work then. I'm going to the dr tonight to see what she says, maybe some meds will take the edge off. I just don't want it to make me clouded.
Do you ever miss your life before kids, I love my LO, but i can't remember how it was to be me. I miss spending time with my husband, we're like 2 ships passing in the night, we barely see eachother. I also feel guilty about wanting to go back to work, hoping that will help me feel more normal.
I appreciate any comments or insight