Starting over and a bit depressed.
I filed for divorce last month, something that I knew was coming for a few years, but I never expected to get depressed about not having someone physically there to talk to. I don't miss my ex, but I do miss the feeling of having someone there to talk to when I needed them. I've been staying with my parents for a few weeks until I get back on my feet, but that in itself is depressing after living on my own. The more time I spend here the worse the depression gets, not only because I'm back at my parents house, but also because the friends I used to be able to count on aren't there for me anymore so essentially I feel really alone.
It's hard to get back out there and make a new life when all I've known for the last 5 years is my ex and my son. So starting over and trying to find a new job is pretty stressful, especially when I don't have anyone to talk to and vent to when I need to.