he is my third child. i have a 4yr old boy living and 18 month baby girl who is passed away.
i have bad anxiety and ptsd.
my baby is 5m now he has reflux and is deaf.
its been hard since day one we went back into the hospital cause low temp and losing weight.
since i have worked hard to have him gain. he is now 13pounds :)
i just feel down allot cause i have a fear of sids and just losing another child in general.
i do go to therapy but its not all that great.
i have gained 30 pounds and so tired all the time. maybe cause every 3 days i say up cause i just can't sleep
i just feel like as much i try i keep getting knocked back down.
any advice on how to cope and maybe some tips on getting my energy back up again. i have had blood work done so i am ok health wise just not mentally.
thanks in advance