Well today is the day I have to realise its good bye to my grandson
I guess I am suppose to be Happy for next week starts the new chapter in my life. A new job,a new place ,new everything. But yet I will be so far away from my grandson. I knew this pain was going to get worse. But I didnt prepare for this much pain. Its funny you hurt when you give birth to your children,but who ever knew they could hurt you this bad. Today I set down and filled out a mothers day card for my daughter and mailed it to her,sent my oldest daughter her birthday card. And sent my wonderful grandson a card telling him how much I love him. Hes only 18 months old so I wonder if he will ever remember me or will ever know me or see the cards. Then my sons birthday is on Mothers day so I mailed his card to. Gosh a mother with kids who dont claim her . I know I will be put down by some people but if they dont know my pain, I wish they wouldnt condem me. So if to all mothers and grandmothers who dont get to see there kids or grandkids how do you get through it???