Made an appt to see my primary doctor about getting meds. I've started therapy but Shes giving me materials to read about moving on from SO and stuff.. NOT helping. I will still go to therapy I think- I need tools to deal with my life. I, irrationally, am skeptical of my therapist. She's cute, petite and sweet.. I have this horrible idea that she's the one who's stolen my SO away or tht he will see her and fall for her and I'll be heartbroken and ugh.... I feel nuts eight now. I realized today tht I need meds horribly because I'm so short with my DD. She's almost 3 and does normal 3yo stuff but it just has me sooooo aggravated. To the point I dnt want her touching me or talking to me. Thts not fair to her. My issues are not for her to feel the brunt of. She needs me and loves me. I love her so much.. i gotta get myself under control and sooner than I thought.
on May. 2, 2012 at 1:56 PM