My name is Linda and I am 42 and I have been married 18 years and he has 3 kids, I have one(that he adopted)and together we have 2 from 28-14, along with 6 grandbabies. I have started feeling blah and sad and anxious for awhile now, not sure why or when it started, but just that it is here. I have hidden it from hubby until Friday where I told him all I was feeling, including I was molested when I was young. I never thought I would ever say that to anyone. Anyways I have always relived the molestation of what was said and how I felt, I was young 7ish and I know some of the things I have blocked it is probably a good thing and I don't know how long it lasted or how many times. I was very confused and very shy child after that. I do remember another time when I was older a old man was petting me and touching me and dad said if he touched me one more time he was going to brake his arm and we left the house. After that life happened and I was doing the wife and mother thing and jobs and forgot about it, until now. Not sure why now all of a sudden. So here I am. Thanks for listening.