My doctor said I have bi-polar, but another doctor told me its depression. I just dont know what to think. Sometimes, Im just so down I make my boyfriend feel like crap. I try not. I love him dearly. I feel like giving up on everything. Ive been battling this for almost 2 years now. I have a 3 year old son who is my world and an 8 year old son who lives with his dad, who btw is wonderful. How do others cope with feeling like this?