social gathering - major anxiety!!!
I'm very proud of both my sons. They have received first honors with their grades for the entire school year! Having said that, there is an awards night this wed. night honoring all the kids with first honors. Any social thing like this just feels like it's too much to handle with all the anxiety. They are having food in the cafeteria first & then the awards in the auditorium. It's very nice the school lis doing this. I am super proud of my boys - just hate this awful anxiety. I can't not go, but ugh!!! Wish I didn't have to deal with social stuff.
Other piece of this is I've felt so judged & cut off since becoming a single mother - doesn't help. I feel shunned or something. Some ppl here are so weird & rude. Thx for listening. Wish me luck!