I just dont know anymore. I posted the other day that I realized i needed to go back to therapy but I have yet to make that step. And each day is getting worse. My one daughters dad and his wife have been nothing but verbally abusive towords me. I get messages everyday saying I need to die, kill myself, calling me names and everything. Saying everyone in my life would be better without me. It parralizes me. Spreading false rumors about me, fine, but that, thats just too far. I left him years ago bc of verbal abuse and sadly bc of my oldest i cant get rid of him. I REFUSE to sign my rights over or allow him anymore time with her but now, im starting to stuggle. I just dont know anymore. There is nothing that can legally be done at this point. Oh and dont let me forget to tell you that they are going after my younger sister now. My younger sister lives 18 hours away and yet are trying to get her to talk me into handing my DD over to them. Really? I want them to go away. I want this to stop. I NEED it to stop. I'm not myself, I dont want to do anything, i dont want to talk to anyone. I just....UGH. And they have dug so deep into my life that they have found out personal things about me that I didnt even think they would have any way of knowing, so yea, I'm scared if I seek help they will find out every single detail and use that to somehow get my daughter taken. I'm so lost and just need to talk. Hopefully this is a secret enough group.