Im back to taking Xanax a lot more often. Just keep having anxiety attacks and feeling hopeless, like my life is never going to change in the way I NEED it to. It will never be "a good time" to go out on disability. Do, I struggle through 42 hours a week 30 minutes from home with only a 30 minute lunch and no Other breaks. I've been in tears at work and I'm scared to do any filing after how I felt in that room a few days ago. I'm constantly overwhelmingly fatigued and feel like my life consists of nothing but work and sleep. :(
What I need is a sponsor or something to raise money for me to stay home. I don't think I'll ever feel better if I don't and things will continue to deteriorate.
on May. 10, 2012 at 11:42 AM