Everything is just stressing me out the past couple days, i'm not sure if its because i'm run down and i'm tired or if its a ligit reason! Started with the past couple months we think someone has been touching my step son. So we got him counseling and then that led to DCYF being called. Then found out after they interviewed the kids once that they have found nothing and that my step son just needs to be closely monitored and needs counseling. Then my son got sick and we were in and out of the hospital. Then this week I got sick with some kind of stomach bug, which led to my husband getting sick and then my 2 month old daughter (who also just got her 2 mo shots) So shes extremely fussy. I'm still getting over the stomach bug and i'm exhausted and just not sure why its one thing after another. All i can hear is my daughter screaming and my son saying look mom at what i can do and i'm trying to be a good mom but right now i feel like i need to scream. My husband went to the gym because thats his outlet for him to feel better and i cant find one that seems to work for me other then writing on this as if it was a blog. I feel like i'm going to go crazy. Everytime my dd screams i just want to cry. I wish i could just sleep but i cant because i have to take care of the kids. Then our washing machine died so now i have to drive to my parents house to do laundry. Then money has been extremely tight and bills are just ridiculous. I just want to throw the towel in!?!?!!?
I feel dizzy, tired, irritable and i keep having migraines when will this end!!!