Not really happy with where my life is going but not sure what I can do about it
I have a lot of things to be happy about but I'm not. I have two healthy kids who while they drive me crazy I love to death, I have a supportive, caring, loving husband, a nice house, etc, etc. I don't have too many friends bc I live in a military town that is also near the border of mexico. Most of the friends I've made here have left bc their husbands got deployed or they had to relocate somewhere else. I've tried making friends with the spanish speaking population but they mostly keep to themselves and the rest of the people who live here are old. I have a couple of RL close friends but since the car accident I don't see them that often and even when I do I just seem to be in some sort of a funk that I can't get out of. My closest friends are actually the ones I've made on cm, sad to say. I used to live in mass and when I was there I just couldn't be happy or satisfied with anything in my life even when things were going fine. Anyone else get this way sometimes and how do you get out of it? I try to involve myself in hobbies and reading and my kids and husband but I just can't seem to get into the spirit of things and allow myself to see the good things in my life, I tend to focus on the negative.