what should I do if I want to leave out of state with our baby?
I live downstairs with my baby and his father... And this is his moms house. He came downstairs and asked me if I'm cooking anything -ugh- I finally agreed that I'd make him an egg/sausage burrito. I hate cooking because I'm not that great And I get intimidated using someone else's stuff. Anyways towards the end of cooking it smelled like something was burning And I thought it was me because it was sticking to the pan. The bf even told me it was my pan... So anyways I finished and set the pan in water thinking that it had burnt. Eventually we realized that next to my pan was his mothers big pan or burnt beans.. that is what was burning! His mom wad yelling around, why no one checked on her pan, I was next to it, why I didn't check it. Then the bf said the same, why didn't I check. They both made me feel so stupid, I just had enough and cried. They all pointed fingers to me, I didn't check the pan beside me. Mind you this woman once told me that I ruined a pan of food because I touched it. Since they, I never cared to look into her pans etc.
So I left because the bf saw me crying , told me to stop because he was sick of it, sick of me being depressed.
I took the bus to the mall because I have no where or no body to go to. I just want to move back home to CA but I have no idea how to do this. I wanted to crash at a hotel but I'm afraid they'll accuse me of abandoning my Child but right now, the best place is there because i really am lost.
Basically I want to go back home but I cant b in that house anymore... Im just lost
Ps.... There's a history of bullshit like this, blaming Me and making Me feel stupid. I'll take blame if I really deserve it but they wouldn't. So unfair to me and no compassion .