Helping others helps me, with my depression
always suffered from my depression since I was 4, was not talking to therapy to growing up moving around of a single mom of 3 as well....broken home & serious issues that needed years of therapy.
Now Im a single mother of 3 myself, my bestfriend, my mother is gone 5yrs now from cancer....and I too follow in her path to helping others like me....friends have come and staied with me, I've helped my sibblings even if they didnt need it. My sisters 7yrs older & has a husband, my younger brother is not married & no kids, but I help everyone when i can.... but they tend to forget who I am when it comes to things, like holidays or birthdays....they know I have serious depressive issuses, in & out of therapy & all I asked is closeness, and my sibbling kept there distance from me and my kids. my sisters alway been a Im better than you kinda person. And it hurts me that they can care less if I killed myself, its happened in past. Im ok right now, Im helping another friend, helps me feel better & I dont ask 4 anything in return, sorry just venting