cant do it anymore. its getting harder and harder to control myself. i want to cut myself again. last night i really thought about taking all the pills i could find. i really just wany to die. everyone would be better off without me. seriously. my life sucks. i cant do anything right. i just lost the only group i go to on here. cant get my life moving for the better. it just gets worse and worse not matter how hard i try to make it better. if it starts to look or go good it just falls and hits rock bottem all over again. i cant do it anymore. i cry all the time every single day.
on Jul. 28, 2012 at 1:17 PM