Yesturday i went to my pyschiatrist and he told me i no longer have pyschosis! :) In a month we are going to see how i do due to the fact they weaned me a little more less on Respidal. Now i have been extremely anxious and paranoid lately so he uped my anti anxiety meds. I see my therapist today and i cant wait!!! Theres so much i want to talk about and get to fixing things. Right now iam in a middle of a panic attack because the business that turned me into CPS also helps out driving special needs kids to summer school and the worker is driving him today so its very akward for me and i can tell she is really nervous too. Im worrying shes judging my house this morning and iam stressed out because today iam supposed to work on Grants Ipad fundraiser and that takes 2 days to do and apart of me wants to deep clean cuz im scared.