Coming in second.

[SamiiSecurity]

I knew it all along
But didn't want to say
I feel like I'm a burden
In more than one way

I lost you months ago
When I finally grew up
I hate the way it is now
But I am giving up

The weed used to be it all
The reason we were together
I figured we had it all
Be together forever

But now I see it's different
And it's failing so fast
You can't see it maybe
But I know that this won't last

My heart is really broken
Knowing I'm only second best
The marijuana, it kills you
And stabs me in the chest

You'd rather spend your money
Smoking pot with friends
While I'm depressed, and alone
For its my life that ends

Ripping me to pieces
When I used to rip through bowls
I know I've changed to you
But my hearts covered in holes

Now you can have your family
And continue to stay high
But I know where I stand now
And with that, I say goodbye.

[ashleighmama]

Wow, very powerful. Im assuming this is about you and your man. Good for you for standing up for yourself! Hugs mama.

[lyrick24]

 very touching! is that how it is for you right now?

[xLilBit22]

Very meaningful sweetie... hugs

[Anonymous]

 I have a friend that has the same problem. His choice, the drugs is crack. Crack is his best girl, nothing or no one comes before the mighty crack. I really feel sorry for him but I can no longer compete with his problem. Note I do not do drugs and I was really horrified to find out he did. By, By, Baby!!!!

[SamiiSecurity]

Yes it is. And thank you.

Quoting ashleighmama:

Wow, very powerful. Im assuming this is about you and your man. Good for you for standing up for yourself! Hugs mama.

[SamiiSecurity]

Yes it is.

Quoting lyrick24:

 very touching! is that how it is for you right now?

[SamiiSecurity]

I've been there done that. I hope your friend gets over it!

Quoting Anonymous:

 I have a friend that has the same problem. His choice, the drugs is crack. Crack is his best girl, nothing or no one comes before the mighty crack. I really feel sorry for him but I can no longer compete with his problem. Note I do not do drugs and I was really horrified to find out he did. By, By, Baby!!!!

[Anonymous]

I doubt if he will. He has given up Everything for the drugs. He has gone a year without water at his apt. because of it. Having no food on clothes no soap. Stealing, lying,ect... I Really feel bad for him but if that is his life choice there is nothing more my friend can do for him. The dude really needs help but more help than my friend can give. This guy even lives in a skid row motel room.

[leahbeah143]

 hugs mama!

[iluvmybabe]

 sometimes people dont make the best decisions... hoefully one day soon he will see how his choice affect others