haven't been on cafe-mom for a long time. My name is Megan and I am 32yrs old. I am a mom of three. Two boys 10 & 6 yrs old and one girl 3 yrs old. Been married to my high school sweet heart for 10 yrs. We have been together for 16yrs. I have been dealing with depression of and on since the birth of my second child. Had been doing really well for a while with no meds but, recently started having mood swings and been really down on my self. Trying not to go back on the meds as I don't like how they make me feel. Not sure what to do at this point.