I'm a former "cutter". I started when I was 18 and did it up until I had my daughter when I was 21. I never would cut where I was wanting to kill myself. I just got a high, a release from doing it. I was also on medication and even was evaluated at a mental hospital and they just up the dosage of medication I was on at that time. Medication didn't work. The only reason why I don't pick up a knife or razor again is my daughter. Any others out there who use to cut as well?