I've been told before you can get it in late pregnancy and I definitely am suffering from it lately. I feel so alone. I'm stressed, finances are sooo hard right now. DH and I fight all the time. I'm resentful towards him at times. I don't want to do anything. I miss my mother a lot lately, who passed three years ago.
Worst of all.....I'm even starting to hate the feeling of my baby moving inside me. It simply irritates me. I don't like the sensation. Everyone always tells me how great it is and how you miss it when it's gone and what a miracle it is. I don't like it one bit and it's starting to reach the point of making me angry when she moves a lot.
I'm 33 weeks pregnant, already been thrown into labor once from stress and feeling like I just can't handle all this.
I've had depression for years, ever since I was abused as a pre-teen. But all of this is so difficult and I just want to crawl into a hole and hide. I've always been able to fight it off but I just can't anymore. I need someone to talk to that has been through similar situations and feelings. I don't have the money nor insurance to see a therapist like I did when I was younger.
Anyone have PPD before their baby even arrived?