Sometimes I just don't know why or how I keep fighting so hard for everything. My daughter and my fiancé are the only reasons I do fight so hard. I just don't know how much more I can take. I don't even know how we are going to pay rent and utilities and keep food on the table this month let alone put gas in the car or pay our phone bill for my fiancé to get to and from work. I wish my family was still close by because I would give this up in a heart beat and stay with them long enough to get back on my feet. I had to quit my job because of issues with my pregnancy and now only my fiancé works but he barely makes enough to cover rent. We still owe $200 this month for rent and I don't know how we will pay it and they might try evicting us because of it. We couldn't buy groceries this week because of ren and having to pay the electric bill. I am down to a pack of chicken some bread eggs and milk and a few canned goods. I plan on going to the food bank tomorrow and hope to get help there. I just don't know how we are going to manage to keep everything going and put food on the tables and buy diapers. I am not bothering posting anon any more because I just don't care who knows how shitting things have gotten.
on Jan. 9, 2013 at 11:24 PM