How can I cope with a past and new baby?
I just had my daughter a few days ago, my first.
I'm 18, and I got pregnant with her after I was raped.
When I found out, I lost it...
I did things I'm not proud of..I cut (which I've battled with for a while), drank, smoked pot..
(Please no bashing, it was a difficult situation for me at the time, and I still hate myself for it)
Then one day, I dunno what changed but I made the decision that I wanted to keep her, I changed everything, I tried to do better and do the best for her.
Thank God, she was and still is perfectly healthy.
I just still struggle with how wrong I was while I was pregnant...and it's still hard even now..ecspecially with the added stress of being a new mom.
Please no bashing, thank you.