helllo im new and need help and some friends:(
decided to post because im unsure what to do:( i guess noones life is easy but mines been rough.
everyone thinks stay at home mom job is a piece of cake its not! i love my children but one income is really tough.and living in a small apartment doesnt help.me and my husband are working on moving to a better town for our children in the country .but right now funds are tight.i have bad depression and anxiety i finally reached out to a mental health place and at my intake she said i probably have pstd and anxiexty depression.i started to cry more i felt embarassed i dunno why i didnt even tell her everything i had too .then they told me i would have a 25copay each visit which i cant afford especially once a week.i already pay out of my husband check 165 bucks a week yep a week! for insurance its killing us:( i told the therapist i cant get the help i need i cant afford it and knowing meds will have to follow also which are 20-30 each presciption each. its alot.im looking for a job but with my aniexty i gotta make sure i dont have a panic attack somewhere cause jobs dont care they will fire ya.i left a great insurance job in 2004 cause of my aniexty and tried working nights at target 2 yrs after i left the insurance co. and i lasted 3 nights at target i had to tell my boss i was very sorry but the attacks are bad.which sucks i shouldve gotten help sooner but ffelt alone.i have alot of stress from family members and i have some non family members too that are pissing me off but cant do nothing but feel alone.my husband he really is awesome though he tries to get it.he works over 40 hrs and taks care of the kids when i cant.helps out around the house not sure what to do.help! thank you