I am bi polar and I have a son who just turned two.
I woke up this afternoon from a nap, in a horrible mood. I just couldnt tolerate anything he was doing. I yelled at him and he didnt like it, I had no patience.
I'm a horrible mom, he deserves so much better. Im such a broken person, with broken pieces and I cant possibly give him what he deserves.
I hate myself. I hate myself, and I dont know what to do because I'm with myself all the time.
I wish I was a different person but I'm not, I try to be a different person and fail, everytime.
and i'm sorry.