I did something totally out of line yesterday.
Okay, so at walmart I was backing out slowly because there was snow everywhere and people everywhere. All of a sudden a woman commes barreling down the aisle. I was stopped. She clearly mouthed a swear at me then opened the window and called me a b#itch.
My rage flipped on like a switch and my whole body was seething. I am sick of rude Massachusetts drivers.
I got out of my car and yelled something to the effect of "oh your a tough guy sitting in your car, come out here and call me a b#tch
So she did and we started screaming. MY DH was pulling me back into the car because I was escalating everything.
A cop then drove by and asked what happened. I said there was some yelling and I just want to go home, he was fine with that so no police issues.
I got home, sobbed forever and ended up with another migraine. Plus I feel stupid, ashamed and just plain rotten. I can get very angry very quick but that's not who I am.
I have to stop letting random people bother me.