I don't know if anyone remembers me but I was dealing with CPS aka DHS. Well it is over with and has been since July. I have been having ups and downs like crazy since then because I went with adoption. I wanted my kids to have a better life then I could give them and they are getting it now. All three are living in the same home and doing wonderful! I couldn't be happier for my children but it does still hurt. Lately it has been getting worse for me as I see my kids in my dreams and I wake up crying. My depression doesn't even leave me when I sleep anymore. I just started seeing a therapist with my boyfriend. Him and I will have been together for a yr this March. Things are going great between us and he is by far the best support I have had. He is always here for me no matter what. I feel bad for him though because today in therapy he says he feels helpless in helping me and he feels bad because he can't relate and he wants to because he says he feels he could make me feel better that way.
Anyways, I just wanted to update. How is everyone else doing?