At this moment i feel really unappreciated. Im not wanting gushy gratitude i would just appreciate a heartfelt thank you every once in awhile. The last 3 days i have gone to bed around 3 a.m. and been up by 5:45 getting breakfast for everybody..(6) total, then spending the rest of my day washing clothes, doing dishes, preparing meals, tending to the needs of 2 & 8 yo, refereeing sibling arguments between 16, 14, and 8 yo. We had a family member pass away and i had to get everybody together for that, im suffering from 2 abcessed teeth, a sinus/allergy infection, running on a manic episode, trying to reintegrate my meds into my routine when i sleep im flashing back to my PTSD days wake up crying which seriously affects the 2-2 1/2 rest im getting and yet not one of my family members..dh included...says thank you or can i help you with anything? Not once does anybody offer to change the babys diaper or take her walking..in the midst of dinner prep and cookie baking last night i had to stop and run bath water and bathe her while running to check food they didnt even flinch or bat an eyelash till i started crying. Im just..i dont know..frustrated and tired and hurt and ready to sleep my final sleep.
Posted by Anonymous on Feb. 12, 2013 at 12:04 AM