I knew not to get my hope up again. We finally had an appointment to get assistance with our rent. Overall it went really well I just had a few things that needed turned in. No issue or so I thought. I had to have a letter from my doctor stating why I wasn't working. Untold the office I needed it by today. I called this morning to see if it was faxed over to the rental assistance place NOPE "the doctor didn't get around to it" so now we probably aren't going to get the rental assistance we desperately need. On top of that I had our payday and bills "planned" out but that got tossed out the window because Brian's check was 1/2 of what we thought it was going to be because of taxes and he got sent home early because of no calls a few days. So we can only pay 1 bill that I wasn't even planning on paying this payday but ob well at least it is paid. But I still have several things that need paid and no way to pay them. My taxes were suppose to be direct deposited into my account today but instead of direct depositing it they mailed the check so it's going to be another 3-5business days before we get that which is t a big deal but because of payday beig so small we really need that money to catch up on some bills. And with our taxes we were suppose to set money aside so Brian could take time off when the baby gets here but. Ecause of all of the bills we have to catch up on we wont be able to put that money aside which means that he can't take any time off when the baby gets here and we will have to pay a baby sitter possibly for the 3 days I am in the hospital and once I am released it will be just me to care for a 1 year old and a newborn during the day with absolutely zero help. So idk what we are goin to do there. Plus we might end up moving. Score baby gets here in April and if we do it will give me less the. A month to get everything set up half decently for his arrival. I am just so stressed right now and don't know where else to vent.
on Feb. 15, 2013 at 12:15 PM