Could really use some good vibes or prayers *update* 2nd update
Apparently my uncle has been lying to me and my mom. After forcing my grandma into this surgery, my grandma has gone downhill drastically. She hardly eats or drinks anything anymore. She has been sleeping a lot and been extremely confused. He keeps hiding it from us and its why I can't go with them anymore to her dr apts.
I'm at a loss of words. My aunt just called my mom and asked if my fiancée and I can get married next weekend because they don't think she will still be here on the 23rd of march. I can't stop crying. My grandma is the rock of the family. If it wasn't for my grandma our family wouldn't talk to each other.
The worst thing is tho, that something usually goes wrong to ruin my happy moments in life.
I will update more tomorrow when we see her.
*update: sitting here with grandma, her speech is slury and getting hard to understand. She was awake for a few mins but has been sleeping since 3:45. I'm just sitting here holding her hands watching her sleep. She has been very confused. She did get out a thought that her pizza sucked last night. We had a good laugh at that. She asked if we had money for a sandwich from the gas station(her fave) will update more when we leave.
2nd update: She got me emotional today. I was telling her about my job like I normally do. I explained to her that I wasn't happy there and I was going to look for a 2nd job. Hopefully in a daycare so I can use my degree. She told me not to. I asked why and she told me that I am going to have my hands full shortly. I asked her what she meant and she told me my time is coming soon. I know what she is referring to but it just shocked me and made me tear up. Df and I have been trying for 3 years to get pregnant. Well I'm pretty sure my grandma just told me im either pregnant or shortly will be! She finally woke up more when 4:30 rolled around. My mom took my aunt on a drive and I sat there with my grandma and just held her hand and we talked wedding plans. How all she had to do was show up and outshine me(a joke between us). She laughed and said she would try her best. My df called while I was with her and my grandma told him " it is a damn shame he isn't here" lol. Showing my grandma has a bit of fight still left.