Ive been married about 3 yrs now. Have a 2 yr old dd whos my everything! Literally. If it wasnt for her half the time I dont know what Id do. How sad is it that my 2 yr old is my rock?! So today has just been tough. My husbands an ass and is blaming everything on me because he doesnt realize what he says until someone points it out to him. So all day long Im the bad guy. For instance he made an appt for our dd to have her follow up with the orthopedist dr and asked me if I was ok with it. I said I dont really have an option. He was like well im taking the day off in case they do an xray. (Im 7 months pregnant so couldnt do the xray with her) Yeah thats nice hes taking the day off. He proceeds to say well u dont have to go ya know. All ur gonna do is sit there anyways since ur pregnant. So i got irritated and said oh ok. Well then why dont u go to her 2 yr check up and dentist with her since all im gonna do is sit there? He didnt like that very much and said I cant take that much time off work! I didnt say a word after that I was so mad. So its ok for him to take her to a major appt but I can stay home and yet I have to do all the others?? Wth?!
So after all that he sends me a txt sayin their going to the park. I didnt respond because i was still irritated. Bout 30 mins later I was headed to put my laptop away and I bumped the couch and it fell and hit the floor. Fabulous! Needless to say I cracked the screen edge (no big deal) and oh it only loads half a screen now! Great just what I needed! Thank gosh for cell phones though. So I start bawling cuz everything freakin upsets me bein prego and send the husband a txt. His response... sorry hon. Im havin too much fun playin at park. Be home by dinner. Like seriously!!! Im a wreck and thats ur response. Thanks for bein around when I need you! So i about just threw my phone I was so upset yet again. Im always around when he is mad or upset or bored. I never say im too busy!! Even at 3 in the morning when hes having a panic attack. Im there. I just feel like wow 1 person whos supposed to be here isnt. I dont know why im so shocked really, but I guess it just hurt cuz Im the only one ever there for him. And oh yeah Im still supposed to cook dinner. Nevermind how im feeling or anything but gotta make sure my dd eats cuz husband cant cook. Seriously. I had to teach him to make a scrambled egg. How sad is that?? So im trying to calm myself down and not go into labor even though my belly has hurt for days now. But thanks everyone for listening.