sad and disappointed ....it hit me again
Last week, I was triggered.
I saw the movie "silverlining playbook"
It pointed out how much family and support can help you feel better,
Well for me ---I dont have that. Im alone. It brought all the sadness that I felt as a child. My family doesnt know how bad it was for me. They tried there best . I was never happy. Love is what a child needs.
My ex family have been the way I think a family should be.. Love you no matter what , see eachother and know eachother, really care for you. My kids know the diffference too. Im so happpy that my kids will have it better then i did. Im seeing my future closer to them.. Im disappointed in my family----
this has had me fall again........ Does any one else relate?