I just had my second dd, 2 weeks ago today. I am just miserable. I am super anxious every time she cries, I have no motivation to do anything, I can't sleep even when I try...I love my daughter so much but I want to either fast forward a few months or go back to my life before. I feel like a terrible parent for even thinking that :/ I so feel so overwhelmed and anxious and alone. I just want the feeling to go away and to be back to my normal, happy, active self.
I miss the time I spent with my 2.5yr old so much and feel so guilty for taking that away from her, even though I know a sibling IS and WILL be a wonderful gift for her. My 2 week old is a fussy baby that is only happy when held (aka asleep). I wear her in wrap but just feel
"trapped." It's nearly maddening.
I am taking zoloft that my OB prescribed at my last appointment, it has been a week. Hoping it works soon to just make me not so anxious and miserable :(