Things peaked last night just after dh left for work (graveyard shift). I called him in tears so he took off early (he's a supervisor so it wasn't an issue). I cried all night long and every time I woke up, I cried. I told him when I first called I wanted to go to the hospital but he had me wait the night out. He called my psychologist whom I haven't seen in 4yrs and got me in tomorrow. Normally it takes 2 weeks to get in. So I'm going to talk to him tomorrow and go from there.
I've been sleeping all day except now cuz dh is back at work and I gotta care for our son. But everyone and their damn mother keeps calling me and stopping by sending my anxiety into overkill and then dh just called on his break and says "well hey I hot news but I can't tell you tell you right now, its good, but I can't talk, bye" ugh!! Now I'm rocking to death cuz my anxiety is unbelievable! And I'm out of xanax.
Sorry this is all over the place. I can update after my appt tomorrow.
Posted by Anonymous on Feb. 27, 2013 at 4:49 PM