My fiancé doesn't understand why I am going off my meds. He's the withdrawals will probably be horrible and I will have a hard time dealing at first but with the help of my doctor I CAN do this!! I am getting off of my meds because of being 36 weeks pregnant I don't want to put my son through the withdrawals as a new born. I figured (and disguised with the doctors) that it is better and safer for him to "withdrawal" in utero then after he is born. Brian just doesn't seem to get this though and keeps telling me I need to take my meds and I have to be on them. I am fully planning on starting them again when Leon is born by for now I want to be off them so I don't have to put him through that! I feeling like a horrible person for being on them but Brian is makings feel worse for trying to stop them... I made the mistake of reading my chart when switching obgyn doctors and ready more then once "mother addicted to drugs" or somehow g along those lines I know it just means my medication but it still hurts to see that. I am just second guessing everything now. Doesn't help that I have been crazy stressed out with everything during the withdraw stages of thigs but so far I think I have been coping pretty darn well for brin almost fully off of everything for around 10 days now. By next week I will be 100% off of my meds.
on Mar. 18, 2013 at 12:40 AM