Sorry for all of the posts. I am just workig through tons of emotions tonight and writing things out helps a lot. I am having a very hard time coping with the fact that I have a mental illness and a disease that will be there my entire life. Something that most likely will never go away and will never be cured or go into remission. It is something that most people don't even see or recognize yet it causes me so much agony. I don't like to admit I will probably be in therapy for the rest of my life just to learn how to cope and deal with this disease. I have to worry about people discriminating aganst me for it or treating me as if I am faking it or making it up. I just don't really know how to help people understand nor am I sure I want them to understand that I have this disease that I have to deal with that causes me pain and harm everyday but they can't see the physical effects of it.
on Mar. 18, 2013 at 12:57 AM