Well its over

[Truck_Wife]

Me n my fiance got into a fight today after he left for work. Hes going to be gone for two weeks n now i dont think he wants to be in my life or our daughters life anymore. Now i might have to go and live in the city mission for a couple months till i can get in the system. Ive lost the one person she needs more in her life than me. Im so scared that i wont make it as a mother by going into the system. Ill end up giving her the same life i had as a kid. Im so scared. What do i do

[anotherandree]

I don't know.  *hugs*

[Truck_Wife]

I cant even teach my daughter how to smile or laugh because i havent done that in 3 weeks. I am depriving her of the life she needs because we keep yelling at eachother. Im getting to the point where im over using tylenol. I dont kno wat to do.

[ashleighmama]

Do you have anyone that can help you out?

[Truck_Wife]

No. When i got prego my whole family disowned me. I dont have any friends even from school.

[ashleighmama]

Go to your DHS office immediately and see what kind of help they can give you, food stamps, rent help, anything. Im so sorry, hugs mama.

[Truck_Wife]

We just had a conversation n he has said that im in control of our life. N all i ever wanted was his happiness. Wat is his motives. Its unusual.

[lyrick24]

 set yourself some goals so you dont end up living in the system. but let the system help you until you get on your feet. if you havent gone to college use this time to do so. get into a field where you know you can make enough money to support you two. and do something you like also. you will also be setting a good example for your daughter also. dont feel bad about getting on pa while you need to get this done. you can do this! good luck!

[Tracys2]

You will make it through. Your daughter will make it through because of you. But yes please start getting help now and making plans. We can help if you want to run ideas past us.

[leahbeah143]

 

Quoting ashleighmama:

Go to your DHS office immediately and see what kind of help they can give you, food stamps, rent help, anything. Im so sorry, hugs mama.

 this!

*hugs*

[matreshka]

Its a blessing in disguise. I know it doesn't seem like that but go to whatever social service office you have in your area, apply for emergency housing, food stamps, and CHILD SUPPORT.  Get away from that abusive piece of scum.  You can do it and your daughter needs you to do it.