I have no friends no family no one the only thing I have is what i have created with my husband who unfortunately is a cheating bastard. I know it has been a while but he keeps cheating on me twice now and both women look just like his X-wife. I think he has feelings for her still he is never rude to her on the phone although she is a bitch. I just wish I could get a divorce but I can't afford an attorney and he would take my kids from me he would kid nap them or whatever it took he is like that any time we get in a fight he tries to take them because he knows it would kill me. I am stuck forever because there is no way in hell i would let him raise my kids without me there to protect them. :( Why do some people get great lives and then I get stuck with this life?