I have suffered from depression since I was 16 and am now 25. I'll be good for a few months up to six months but then I fall back down and when I fall I fall hard. I am married and have 2 kids 1 and 4 I am also a sahm. I never realized how lonley it is and how alone I really am. There are days at a time that I only take to my babies and a few words to my hubby as he's leaving for work or coming home and getting ready for bed. I have very little friends and none who know what I am going through and no one to talk to about it. Don't get me wrong I have my good days where I laugh and play all day with my kids. But then I have days like today when I don't want to get out of bed and cry at the drop of a hat. I'm new to all this forum stuff and just mainly wanted to let some of it out and vent and maybe find out I'm not alone and there are other moms out there just like me.