So I'm 19 and I just moved moved to NC from PA to be with my boyfriend who said that he didn't want to be with if I didnt move. I just found out 3 weeks ago that I'm pregnant and I literally believe my life is a living hell. He won't get a job, he won't stop smoking weed (he does it about 3 times a day) I pay for everything (his and mine) and I'm constantly sleeping on the floor because he won't go get a job and help me buy a bed, he play video games for hours and a leaves the house wen I'm sleep for hours to smoke weed. He won't let me go outside alone either. So about 2 months ago a started cracking under the of him and his family and found myself sleep in the closet, cutting my arm, banging my head up against the wall and crying every night. I told him I was going to see a therapist to get help and he snapped on me and told me a couldn't go. That night I felt like I was going to kill myself because I felt like my life wasn't worth living if he was gonna use the baby to control me. What should I do?
on Mar. 24, 2013 at 8:36 PM