See what CafeMoms are saying about saving time this holiday season..
So my life has been crappy lately, getting worse all the time, mostly from financial issues, but some other things too. Can't pay the rent, might get evicted, too many hours at work, not enough pay, my dd has been having medical issues and trying to find drs and get time off from work is a real pain.....
But I have suffered from depression in the past and I am not on any meds right now, and not seeing a dr. I have been very, very tired lately, very irritable, feeling like nobody cares about me, like I have no friends(I think there is some truth to that one). Some days it is a major struggle to get up and go to work, and just forget about cooking and cleaning when I get home. I am too tired to do it, and have no motivation. All I ever care about doing when I'm not working is browse on CM or play games on fb. I get bored trying to read or watch tv. I'm tired all the time but I go to sleep late and sometimes I wake up early. Other days I sleep late, but regardless I never feel like getting up. So how do I know if this is just stress or if my depression is coming back? Maybe it's dysthmia? And then if it is coming back that's one more stressor bc I don't know I can make time for one more appointment, and my job just hates it when I ask to get off early. Lots of people are taking vacation time now and they don't want to give another person time off if someone else is already out.